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Okay God I really need You to come through for me again.

I have failed again at being consistent and using my time well and I wish I could read Urdu so I could do a better job at this, especially since all the critics keep making snide comments about how bad the translations are. And argh, I do wish there were more hours in a day so I could miraculously come up with some kind of draft and send it to my prof by TOMORROW since Monday will be way too late. At the moment I have nothing at all. How? God, HELP!

And oh yeah, God? I really don’t think a life of research is for me. I get too restless.

Maybe this is God’s way of showing me that my own plans are never as good as the ones He has in mind for me. So, seriously, NO POST GRAD. Unless it’s Bible school or theology or something like that. But even then, I’m not so sure anymore. I’m not very fond of this form of learning.